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2009

2009 foi um grande ano.
Resolvi coisas importantes e segui com a minha vida.
Acabei uma relação longa e desgastada.
Deixei amigos que não eram meus e não gostavam de mim por mim.
Apaixonei-me com clicks e fui criança de novo.
Arranjei trabalho na minha área e sinto-me bem com o que faço.
Chorei.
Fiz bons amigos, que me fazem feliz e sentir que o amor é completamente sobrevalorizado.
Comi Chicken Jalfrezi vezes demais, mas todas muito boas.
Ouvi Titi pela primeira vez. Ouvi Titi com braços abertos e sorriso na cara.
Apaixonei-me com passos curtos até levantar os pés do chão.
Li o Palomar e a Imitação de Ovídio.
Aprendi a amar e a fazer ponto de embraiagem com o travão de mão.
Cortei o cabelo curto.
Fui para a Esperança ser mimada pela melhor avó que conheci, ainda que não a minha verdadeira.
Fui a concertos, cinema, festas. Saí, mascarei-me no carnaval, ri muito, muito. Ri mais do que o que me ria antes.
Fui às vindimas pela primeira vez na vida, talvez última :) .
Tive a primeira viagem de trabalho com tudo pago.
Passei um natal calmo e cheio de gente. Nunca tinha passado um Natal com tanta gente. Tive um Natal feliz com a Laurinha a rir, a abraçar a Ada e a dar-lhe beijinhos de prima.
Acabei em grande com algumas das pessoas que me encheram o ano.

The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)

Sleeping is giving in,
no matter what the time is.
Sleeping is giving in,
so lift those heavy eyelids.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water.
But we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter.

People say that your dreams
are the only things that save ya.
Come on baby in our dreams,
we can live on misbehavior.

Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes

People try and hide the night
underneath the covers.
People try and hide the light
underneath the covers.

Come on hide your lovers underneath the covers
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

Hidin' from your brothers
underneath the covers,
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water,
but we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter,
Scare your son, scare your daughter.
Scare your son, scare your daughter.

Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon it's alright
(Lies, lies!)

Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!

Every time you close your eyes

Every time you close your eyes

Every time you close your eyes

Lies, lies!

Norah Jones - The Story - My Blueberry Nights

I don't know how to begin
Cause the story has been told before
I will sing along i suppose
I guess it's just how it goes

And now those sprangs in the air
I don't go down anywhere
I guess it's just how it goes
The stories have all been told before

But if you don't char
The light won't hit your eye
And the moon won't rise
Before it's time

But if you don't char
The light won't hit your eye
And the moon won't rise
Before it's time

But i don't know how it will end
With all those records playin'
I guess it's just how it goes
The stories have all been told before
I guess it's just how it goes
The stories have all been told before
I guess it's just how it goes

Mazzy Star - Into Dust

Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
A round broken in two
'til your eyes shed into dust
Like two strangers turning into dust
'til my hand shook the way I fear

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your face
Under...your face

It was you
breathless and torn
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust.

Morphine - All Wrong - Whisper

Morphine - Cure for Pain

Where is the ritual
And tell me where where is the taste
Where is the sacrifice
And tell me where where is the faith
Someday there'll be a cure for pain
That's the day I throw my drugs away
When they find a cure for pain
Where is the cave
Where the wise woman went
And tell me where
Where's all that money that I spent
I propose a toast to my self control
You see it crawling helpless on the floor
Someday there'll be a cure for pain
That's the day I throw my drugs away
When they find a cure for pain
When they find a cure for pain
When they find a cure find a cure for pain

Keith Jarrett - Köln Concert - Part II C